Expression

What do think when you hear the word expression? Do you it means an act of words to show other of how you feel? Or do you think its a sentence that everyone seem to use. Like when you are ask a question about your self and they order you to "express" yourself. How do you begin to do that? If by all means that you don't even know how to do that. For instance, I am a person that is shy and never liked expressing myself in a manner that is respected and people assume that I don't have a life, like nothing exciting or disliking can possibly happen to a girl who's life is so private. Just because I am not a social person at heart doesn't mean that I don't like sharing it is difficult to discuss anything to anyone. One, my parents the only way I communicate is through my native language at birth and they communicate with each other excluding the fact that they don't understand a word I say sometimes because it's mixed slang with English, at which they don't speak of at all. They try but fail to use the proper word for the right kind of sentence. Then it just get disappointing and frustrating. Perhaps when you say a quote from a book you tell other that it's an expression that people say around town. I don't know. If you ask me I would probably say I don't have an expression because why bother if I can't even find out what it means.

When people blog what do they blog about? Basically about anything that has a topic so visitors can comment on right? However the way that I see it is a way for people to unless their sadness and emotions to share it with the world. Okay sure there can also be forms of happiness as well but if you have lived the life that I have chosen then you would probably be written the every bits and pieces of my life that is outermost sad.

Wedding

My brother Sony recently got married on the 10th to Lynette Adams. I seen the magic in their eyes that sparked me in a way that looked very familar. The feeling that I possibly had years ago but have lost. The way that he looked at her in that white dress walking down the aisle in the church that he attends to in Richmond Hill Baptist Church. It never seem to amuse me that he would look at her that way, he loved her very deeply. I read poems written by him years back and I thought it was about Cassy his ex girlfriend but I was wrong and I have met both girls of his life and I surly can say that he made the correct move this time. Lynette is a women that he devoted her heart to the lord that she learned to love very deeply. She's compassionate and cares about others surrounding her and she even showed concerned towards me when I lost my first unborn child.

I still like to think that if I haven't lost the baby that maybe she or he would be about year by now and I still think about the life of the little one that has been taken away from me. I was angry and had many unanswered questions and I tried very hard to move on and sometimes I blame myself for losing my baby like that. I hope that I wouldn't have to experience that kind of lost and pain every again.

I am very proud of both Sony and his wife and I also try to picture the kids that they will soon to have and he or she will be loved by all because Lynette is blessed with many sisters and also have both grandmothers still alive for both sides of her parents family.

Her family thinks very highly of Sony and I am glad that he finally found a family that he can call his own.